Three.Six.Five

The name's Natalie.
I love clothes, music, football season, summer memories, my sorority and my precious precious friends. I'm in love with the southern way of living and this is just a little blog on the every day activities of a girl living in the south. I wear my heart on my sleeve and am learning to appresh the little things in life.

You'll never know how big they may really be.
This weekend was ridiculous. And weekends like this one are the ones I live for. Soooo good.

This weekend was ridiculous. And weekends like this one are the ones I live for. Soooo good.

Forbidden Territory.

I want someone that is currently sort of dating one of my friends.
That’s my confession.
And it makes me so freaking sad.
Because I like him.
And I can’t have him.
Jagahavahahahhabaiizvahhaa
Blegh.
My life is a mess.

This hit me like a ton of bricks the other day. I ran into a boy from my past that I kind of consider “the one that got away.” and it’s all rather foolish because I had my chance and then I drove him away. 


Anyways, I ran into him and instantly I got nervous and could feel my heart beating quickly. And it upset me that he still made me feel that way. Even after all that time not seeing him. Not knowing what he was up to. And he made me feel things I hadn’t felt in so long. Not for anyone. All within a span of couple minutes. 


And then the heartbreaking news: he’s engaged. 


But I’m happy for him. Because he’s a good guy and deserves to be with someone that loves him so.

This hit me like a ton of bricks the other day. I ran into a boy from my past that I kind of consider “the one that got away.” and it’s all rather foolish because I had my chance and then I drove him away.


Anyways, I ran into him and instantly I got nervous and could feel my heart beating quickly. And it upset me that he still made me feel that way. Even after all that time not seeing him. Not knowing what he was up to. And he made me feel things I hadn’t felt in so long. Not for anyone. All within a span of couple minutes.


And then the heartbreaking news: he’s engaged.


But I’m happy for him. Because he’s a good guy and deserves to be with someone that loves him so.

(Source: hellyeahitsrandom, via hellyeahitsrandom)

Deeply annoyed.

With the insecurities of others.
We all have them. And I don’t mind helping anyone surpass them.
But when you start taking it out in others to help you deal with them…then you’ve crossed the line.
And I don’t want a single part of it.
You bring a dark cloud into another’s life and nothing, NOTHING makes that okay.
What gives anyone the right to bring someone else down?
Completely unecessary and I refuse to stand by and let it happen.
I’d much rather walk away than stand and watch it happen.

Probably the biggest life changing moment of my summer.

Probably the biggest life changing moment of my summer.