And I’m so over it.
It’s done and over with.
Let’s move on.
I want someone that is currently sort of dating one of my friends.
That’s my confession.
And it makes me so freaking sad.
Because I like him.
And I can’t have him.
My life is a mess.
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Ugh. My life.
This hit me like a ton of bricks the other day. I ran into a boy from my past that I kind of consider “the one that got away.” and it’s all rather foolish because I had my chance and then I drove him away.
Anyways, I ran into him and instantly I got nervous and could feel my heart beating quickly. And it upset me that he still made me feel that way. Even after all that time not seeing him. Not knowing what he was up to. And he made me feel things I hadn’t felt in so long. Not for anyone. All within a span of couple minutes.
And then the heartbreaking news: he’s engaged.
But I’m happy for him. Because he’s a good guy and deserves to be with someone that loves him so.
With the insecurities of others.
We all have them. And I don’t mind helping anyone surpass them.
But when you start taking it out in others to help you deal with them…then you’ve crossed the line.
And I don’t want a single part of it.
You bring a dark cloud into another’s life and nothing, NOTHING makes that okay.
What gives anyone the right to bring someone else down?
Completely unecessary and I refuse to stand by and let it happen.
I’d much rather walk away than stand and watch it happen.